Family Parenting

Parenting Reflections: Peace, Love, and Swimming

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As we settle into this next journey in 2023 around the sun, I have found myself reflecting on the last 12 months, my parenting, and taking stock of what I’ve learned and how my family and I have grown together and as individuals.

It’s well into 2023 now– holiday lights have been taken down, and the New Year’s confetti has (hopefully) been swept from all the hidden corners of the living room. We’re back into our routines, and perhaps in the spirit of resolutions, have even incorporated new ones into our lives.

As we settle into this next journey around the sun, I have found myself reflecting on the last 12 months, taking stock of what I’ve learned and how my family and I have grown together and as individuals.  While there have been hundreds of quiet, subtle, and small lessons learned, here are the three larger takeaways that I keep coming back to.

It’s Okay To Walk Away

One of the biggest discoveries I  made since becoming a parent is that I’m very sensitive to sound.  Truly, I had no idea until my children entered the toddler years.  I’ve cheered at sporting events and love live music, so I definitely did not expect that two little kids could leave me a ball of anxiety, ready to unravel with one more whine, screech, or bang.  As I did more research though, I realized what I was really experiencing was sensory overload, which is pretty common among parents of young children.  Sensory overload happens when we get more sensory input from our five senses than our brains can manage and process.  It triggers the fight or flight response which can, in turn, lead to a burst of anger or the intense desire to walk out the front door just for a moment’s peace.

Photo 1 So, we’ve begun a practice– when things get a bit chaotic (the bickering hits screeching levels or a dispute over a toy is about to come to blows), myself or my husband will call a ‘pause’ or ‘time out’ and ask the kids to identify if what they are dealing with is a “big problem” or “small problem.”  If it’s a big problem (someone is hurt or being unsafe), a big reaction is warranted: come tell mom or dad. But if it’s a small problem, a small reaction is the better move: take a deep breath to reset or even walk away if need be.  Of course, the small problems are most of the problems, and training ourselves to react in smaller, more productive ways is very difficult and takes a lot of practice.  But what I want to emphasize here is we.  We all are practicing doing this in hopes of a more peaceful home and more peaceful minds.  For me, the overstimulated among us, this means identifying what is getting me worked up, recognizing that it isn’t a ‘big problem,’ which it isn’t 99% of the time, and following the same steps we are teaching the kids. Now, when I announce that I need to walk out of the room for a few minutes to take some breathes, I’m not only helping myself, I’m also modeling for my kids what self-care and healthy coping skills look like.

Experiences Over Expenses

Everyday, we are sort of living out two lives: one part of us is experiencing the world moment by moment, taking in new information, and making decisions in real time.  The other part is continuously making these moments into memories and filing them away for later replay and reference.  Our past experiences inform how we move through the world and interact with others.  And when it comes to memories themselves, part has to do with the physical experience and the other part how we remember feeling during the experience.  Think for a moment of a favorite teacher, the summer camp talent show, or when you finally got the hang of riding a two- wheeler.  The thing you are remembering right now is partly the actual details: Mrs. Cohen’s squeaky shoes, the song you sang, or the bright red frame of your first big kid’s bike.  But what you’re really sinking your teeth into, what is making you smile to yourself or suddenly feel anxious, is the memory of how you felt when you did that thing.  Our lives, in a sense, depend upon our memories.

Even more, research shows that regardless of price points, happiness and a greater sense of well-being is associated with experiences over anything material. So when it comes to our kids, how they feel about the past and the decisions they make for their futures will have much more to do with the delight of an autumn rain- walk around the neighborhood than the expensive Nintendo Switch they received on Christmas.  Now, when  my husband and I find ourselves overwhelmed by trying to “keep up with the Joneses,”  we know  we don’t have to spend a lot of money to create experiences for our kids– and ourselves– that will become meaningful memories that make up a good life.

You Can’t Learn to Swim if You’re Scared

Photo 2 My family and I live less than a mile from the ocean, so in the warmer months the beach is our second home.  Kids here are on surfboards by kindergarten and becoming an ocean lifeguard is a right of passage for many high school students.  So when it seemed apparent that our kids had inherited the water anxiety I have struggled with my entire life, we knew we had a problem.  There is an awful adage passed down from generation to generation about how children learn to swim by simply being thrown in the deep end and figuring it out by themselves.  I have heard people of all ages swear this is how they learned, and of course, there is the metaphorical meaning about tough love and not coddling our children.  

But when we enrolled our kids in the local swim school, we were introduced to a different approach.  At the first lesson, they did little beyond sitting waist- deep on the pool steps, playing with the instructors. I remember feeling worried and embarrassed as I watched other children happily practice back floats and use the kickboards to wade across the pool independently. Meanwhile, my kids were being instructed to squirt water on their heads.  One of the staff members must have seen the concern on my face and saddled up beside me.  She told me that the most important thing was to get the kids comfortable with the water because you can’t learn to swim if you’re scared.  Fear causes us to tense up and panic, which are the exact two things we don’t want to do if we intend to stay afloat.  Even more, they believed that it was about more than learning to swim, but about learning to love the water.  None of that would come to pass if we simply threw them into the deep end.  Yes, maybe they’d learn to swim, but a love of water? Probably not. After a year of work, our kids are ready to dive under ocean waves and get on surfboards this summer.  What we learned from the swim school we have used as a guiding light for much of our parenting– when the kids are resisting or refusing, if we do just a little digging, we find that at the center of the resistance is fear, not defiance or ‘bad behavior.’  If we can make them feel safe and supported, they can trust, let go, and float on. 

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For the last 12 years, Lauren has had the great honor of working as a high school English teacher at a unique alternative school on Long Island. In the background though, she was always writing and has recently begun freelancing for sites that focus on personal and community wellness, fitness, parenting, and motherhood.

She is also a runner, avid beach-goer, and mother two to wild and amazing children, Leila (5) and Will (4). She is passionate about racial justice, better care for moms and babies, women- led and owned businesses, LGBTQ+rights, and the fostering of a more just, compassionate and sustainable world.

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